BEATRICE MAK ENCI
STUDYING AS A TRAINEE IN SOMEWHERE YOU DON'T KNOW
ENJOYING SINGLE-HOOD




sweet nana-sabrina
princessahli-cute niece
Eeling jie
Azimah
cuttie jinnie
pretty jessie
Sodiq
Randy kor
Ain
Jasmine
Melissa
Fatin
Cheryl jie
rebecca mei
edwin
fatin
fatin2
valrie
jiahui
cute cute rina

Okies i bought this shoes ytd!!!! LOVE IT!!!! realli seriously... =)
SO EX!!!! $116!!!! but its okies =)

Back from brunei and it was AWESOME K!!!!! =)

her sweet memory was written @ 9:01 PM

Anyways went out with sec sch mates todae... When i went i saw the guy i used to like when i was at the end of my last year.. I remebered how u comfort me and all.. how u touch my heart with ur words.. How u rejected me when u know it will hurt me alot.. u were afraid of getting scolded when u break up with me...but u didnt have the courage.. since then i have not been talking to u...

But today I did.. Its wad okies.. At least i didnt regret not talking to u like normally.. It felt great.. But i was disappointed that u smoked in front of me.. it was very disheartening.. I felt like praying for u.. Seeing u so lost in ur life seem so scary..

Only thing i can do for u now is to pray for u... Please jia you.. to dearest friend cck...

her sweet memory was written @ 10:27 PM

So much has happened recently... Getting all this stupid feeling which I am not suppose to even think of.. u know i wish that i am not the onli one who is talking.. I wish ur more like a friend then a *.... i wish u can tell me more things then onli me talking abt myself.. U know i wanna be more then that... I dun wanna be just a girl who pple think that i cant do it.. in fact... I am in this game where i cant defect the things i wanna to.. THat i am always bothered abt it..

I feel that i cant handle so many things.. God please please make me strong.. feel i am breaking dwn inside.. ARGH!!!!!!! I SO WANNA SCREAM IT OUT LOUD!!! feel that all my friends who are close to me... IS LIKE DRIFTING AWAY... I also feel that i feel numb with my feelings.. u know i fear LOVE... i realli afraid to love..realli..

Cant think tooo mUCH!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!

her sweet memory was written @ 8:11 PM

OKies it's since I blogged... Was kinda busy this past week or so... Was rushing for the past week and this week.. Had practical test on monday.. Was not that sucessful.. Boss didnt like the refractory die i did.. My pfm.. The worst my crown i trimmed like CRAZY!!!!

I dun know why the past week so many thoughts gng through my head..Dun realli want to feel this way but why I am feeling this way? thinking abt the past and all..I am suppose to be a good shepherd,a good daughter and d in studies.. Hmmm.. Feel life is a bit messed up now..

Ishhh should not think this way.. There's this tugging feeling inside.. It just feel so uncomfortable.. Dun know how to explain...

But other then that all is well... Boss say there is this dipolma course in aus... DUn know whether I should go for the course.. But need money to go there to study and all... DUn think I am ba... Cause in the end will be learning the same thing...And the money too..

You know sometimes I dun want pple to worry how am I feeling that wont make their mood go down... But I just wanna put a fake smile to make them happy.. I dun wanna bother pple with my problems.. I rather...


I just hope all this thoughts and feelings will go away and I realli can concentrate on studies and all.. I dun wanna feel so restless... ARGH!!!... realli must buck up after i scream all of it out!

BEATRICE FIGHTING!!!!YOU CAN DE!!!!

her sweet memory was written @ 9:43 PM

this feeling i cant describe at all.. i realli dun knw wad to do.. got loads of work to do.. i realli feel that this is so tiring.. must keep gng on.. i realli..

her sweet memory was written @ 10:58 PM

addicted to this song le.. super stuck in my head!!!

her sweet memory was written @ 10:32 PM