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Me and You... All Alone
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Monday, December 7, 2009

I only know the things I am able to do then I will say yes and do it. If not I won't just say it and just blabber all about it. i dun feeling this..isssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
her sweet memory was written @ 8:43 PM

Sunday, December 6, 2009

As I was with my grandma I felt so useless that I can't take that feeling she has and all her problems she has. She says she is useless but she is not at all.. Why can't anyonw just show her the concern she needs? I asked her that if my cousin visits her.. She says none of my cousin does. U know how my heart ache? U know tat feeling? She just keep sighing when we were getting her groceries. Just to not trouble me and my younger brother she keep asking us to go back and she can walk back with the things she bought.

You know how my heart ached? It just hurts. When she reached home she called me and told me she walked slowly to her home. I know that in her mind there were alot of thoughts going through her mind but she does not even say it out. I can feel how lonely she is..

I know that sometimes she suffers and dun say it out.. I know that sometimes her body aches veri badly and dun say it out. She needs to take care of uncle and she has to do so many chores.. I just..

I realli...
her sweet memory was written @ 12:47 AM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I know it's been since I have blogged... Today I saw with my own eyes that things seem like u thought the person is so strong.. Then u see the soft side of the person.. People do breakdown at times.. But the have to endure all this hardships.. I hope I can be that strong sometimes. but... I am breaking down inside.. I hope I can hold on..

Now I feel so restless sometimes in my work & I dun know why.. I feel that I always want to go home even it's time to do my work... I hope that I will hold on and not break down..

Please.. help me.. I feel I am fading away slowly.... I feel that I dun even have the slightest interest in anything... I want somebody to feel how I feel.. I realli hope that.. I know the Lord understand.. But somehow I feel he is angry with me.. I feel I am a huge biggest mess now.. I dun know....
her sweet memory was written @ 10:57 PM

Monday, November 9, 2009

Today when I was going home I saw people around me.. I saw things which I thought would not be happening.. But I saw it with my own eyes I realli cant believe it.. Now I know... that life is not as easy as it seems.. We hve to perserve on ... For everything I must perserve on.

her sweet memory was written @ 10:15 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Okies today CPR is realli horrible... Practical & theory was like very horrible.. My group was with all guys okies no gals at all... Got this 2 guys in mids-20 ba then a uncle who is 58...
Actually I was okies but thens when come to pratical I totally stuck okies.. Like wads la.. Then i try to control but I cried.. Then the adrian helped me...

He taught me.. He so nice.. Not many pple will help.. Somemore he finsih alr then still help me.. I so ps cans.. But its nice of him.. Finally I cans okies.. I was like the last one to finish.. But thens there where pple who gave me support.. Pple i met for the first time.. Yarrs

So left there arnd like 4.40pm like tt but reached home at like 6.40pm like tt.. Was thinking y i cant get it correctly at all.. Hmms was kinda sad but thens i cheer myself up wit a mac ice cream.. Thens feeling a bit better.. So yarr this is my super 'WONDERFUL' day so called as for CPR.. so ya..


I LOVE TAE YANG <3<3<3
her sweet memory was written @ 8:19 PM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Okies I know its since I blogged... But tml is CPR okies I am scared okies.. Scared I wont pass.. But thens I will try best..
So yupp.. hahas... Anw I found I like tae yang from big bang now.. I knw prefer Tae yang more then shinee... Hahaha.. Shinee also got another new song.. haha.. As well as Tae yang;D haha GREAT COMEBACK;D Shinee change their look again.. But key's hair is nice.. I like.. haha... Just not use to it;D

TAE YANG COMEBACK:D <3<3


SHINEE COMEBACK:D <3
her sweet memory was written @ 8:54 PM

Friday, October 9, 2009


I think I am addicted to all this shows like Boys over Flowers,Meteor Garden,Meteor Shower... When I see this shows no matter its the same story line or somethings else.. I will touch by the show by what the guys did..
It just moves my heart.. I dun know how to explain this feeling.. But It's something pleasant & I like that... I dun now who is the person but.. I will wait..

wo hui man man de deng.. mo mo de deng..deng dao ni chu sian.. wo hui man man de deng...
her sweet memory was written @ 10:31 PM