Layout: Thursday, December 11, 2008
this is wad i had for my dinner...
today is my sway day as usual...
wasn't able to finish the work i was suppose to finish.. my 2 bite block.. someone complained that i can't finish m work. i feel like i can't even finish the work. i am like super behind if the work i am suppose to finsh. mp say that i have alreadi learned and suppose to know how to do it. but its like i dun know whats gotten into me that i can't finish the work. i am like a disappointment to everyone. i also found out 2 pple saying things abt me or even more or complaining about me.anyway this are a few things i can't even complete at all
1.pk thomas can't catch up
2.special tray from someone who asked me
3.bite block given by mp
when people say things or complain about me it does not feel gd at all. i wanted to cry but i just control. someone told me today u want to be a dental tech is veri difficult and must do ur work and can't keep on forgetting and expect me to do better. i just dun know why i can't wads happening.. i am thinking of giving up i realli dun want make pple talk behind my back and stressing over work which i can't do i realli dun know... i dun know. just hope i can hang on a little more longer. guess no one knows i feel today onli God knows ba.. i was expecting to ask me whether i am ok but i guess everyone is just tooo busy ba.. anyway who wanna care abt but just concentrate on their work right... i just dun want to hear pple bad things talking about it had enough... realli had enough.. if i can't i realli want to cry but just need to control now dun wanna show it. thats all ba.
her sweet memory was written @ 10:00 PM