Layout: Monday, December 1, 2008
today i bought a cd.. at first veri reluctant then think i promise to get his disc so here is it, abd he is cute=)...today saw all the couples haha... like i always with el and ting i feel like light bulb lo.. i dun like that feeling of being a light bulb. i wish that i was like all the people who are in my class... hai... btw today i do smth worng with the denture.. i feel so bad like a disaapointment.. i feel so sad inside... i hope that this love is real not a lie. if not i will brak down... i feel like i aint good enough for this job.. everyone else is better then me so so much. i feel so like sad... just put a happy smile. but all i know i must jia you even if i am tired. all i know god will be by my side.. and ed will too... my friends too... thanks for everything..
hope this ain't a lie
her sweet memory was written @ 9:06 PM