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BEATRICE MAK ENCI
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Saturday, March 28, 2009

All this time.. It was all my own thinking.. All this is really tiring.. I am not gng to carry on. What's the use. All this time. Alone is my own thing... My aloneliness which i am used to it. Ytd i felt that i am like the third party with bear and even... I walked to the next bus stop which was okies. Wanted to walk home but was too tired.. Too many things in my head... Like bear said i should love myself more. But i keep thinking of other pple. I am so tired but tears can't roll down. When u said all that w, I felt numb to all this.. I was prepared for wad u have to say. I am not gng to run away and accept the fact that i am not the one who will able to even have the chance to love someone with all my heart.

Now i am gng to let go of all the past where too many pple i trusted who hurt me to be the past. like the pple i tried to love and told me off with many hurtful things. Even pple who say things will not effect me because i am numb to all this things alr.

So wad if i have any regrets... it dos not matter alr. I dun want to care wad the world has to think of me... I know where i stand and wad i am doing.. So please dun judge pple by its cover or the looks. So i am who i am i won't change because of all this.. So i would like aloneliness with my God in heaven thats the most happy thing i can do...

her sweet memory was written @ 12:32 PM